Thursday, January 31, 2008





Well this is the video which i have made from the collage of the pics we took when the IIT Madras team toured Bombay for this year's Inter IIT Aquatics meet.Our team has won gold overall and we thumped all other teams literally.The Madras Sharks have turned Golden this year with new meet records and a powerful waterpolo team... :)

Opportunities......Knocking hell lot of times..!!!




They say opportunities knock your door only once.I have in front of me a road which bifurcates.Everyone else too has this situation sometime or the other in their life and in mine it is like i see every other road bifurcating.So i have decisions to be made now and then and i have to be firm on them as there is no going back.Whenever i try a route i get an opportunity to change it or to continue in it even while i have chosen the road.
Off late god has been trying hard to make things crystal clear for me,he is showing me the rugged way when i was tempting to take the paved way...and because of my stupidity and uncontrollable curiosity i have been straying on the byroads to see what the other road is really like, this is when i get a feeling that god somewhere above is telling me that i am wrong and is giving me opportunities now and then to change my erroneous decisions.
Sometime in the near future i will be happy i took the road which i liked and made my life...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Discourse on the Method of Rightly Conducting the Reason, and Seeking Truth in the Sciences.........


Of all things,good sense is the most fairly distributed;everyone thinks he is so well supplied with it that even those who are the hardest to satisfy in every other aspect never desire more of it than they already have.The first precept was never to accept a thing as true until I knew it as such without a single doubt.The last rule was to make enumerations so complete, and reviews so comprehensive, that I should be certain of omitting nothing.
The long chains of simple and easy reasonings by means of which geometers are accustomed to reach the conclusions of their most difficult demonstrations, had led me to imagine that all things, to the knowledge of which man is competent, are mutually connected in the same way, and that there is nothing so far removed from us as to be beyond our reach, or so hidden that we cannot discover it, provided only we abstain from accepting the false for the true, and always preserve in our thoughts the order necessary for the deduction of one truth from another.
Each problem that I solved became a rule, which served afterwards to solve other problems.

Je pense, donc je suis.---- I think, therefore i am.....!!!
Another Monotonous day.......

This post is again just to let out my last hurt feelings and frustration.Finally,i am doing great.Just came back to a normal life,spending time with friends, doing what i like,hating the bitches in IIT,damn they literally are.And water polo practice for the much sought after Schroeter has started and has been off late a much relaxing thing for me.Swimming away to glory within the records of IITM.Just broke from a liaison,a terrible one at that, which in the first place i shouldnt have had but the male equivalent of the "bitch" i am,couldn't stop myself at the bait thrown.Things are clear.Acads are wanting me back,doing my assignments, playing to my hearts fill,and ofcourse blogging away to my hearts content.
Semester is predicted with loads of work,assignments,demanding time,energy and everything you can ever give,except that at the end of all this u will be just alive.
Everything is smooth and running for now,hoping it would continue,
signing off---- :)

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

The new makeover calls for a change in the page template too.Wanted a bright one instead of a gloomy black one,representing my change in outlook for life.
Changed Outlook !!!

Deliberate thinking,desperation,cheating,wooing,flirting,smoking,idling time:all have come to an end now.They are the things of the past.I was as confused as a Biochemical Reaction Kinetic Mechanism taught in my Biochemical Engineering class before, now i see clear lucid pictures of the purpose of this life.I have had my share of ups and downs.The downs wouldn't have actually happened if i would have been a careful,sensible fella,but since i was not ,the downs were rather hard to forget and rude things which happened in my life.
Life is certainly strange and god offers you choices and actually those choices are so clear with consequences.In my case he gave me the opportunity once of making a choice which i miserably failed to utilize and then he cares for me,gives me an another opportunity by which he gets back my life in control and a meaningful state.
This post i write with such happiness, i have never seen.I am happy because i am no longer being the victim of infinite mental torture,but have gained freedom from unnecessary thoughts.I am free,careful,don't give a shit to unconcerned people.
But sadly, there is still a weird weakness lingering behind me.I don't stand people who have crossed my life badly.It kinds becomes a vendetta.I am sure to get back to people for what they did to me,if not now,in the near future.
"As the darkness falls over my sight, my own conscious becomes the dark knight. My obsession will deny you as you are blind in the midst of the night .. You can only overcome your fear, if you become the fear itself."
I am becoming fear,DRACULA,truly the Lord Of Vampires.........
Life is Fun,a Game !!!....

This post comes after a long time since i have gone underground from the blogging world.The reason for this post is that i have realized many truths,self realization, and experienced and sophisticated.learn't the hard way that life isn't after all a bed of roses and that girls are nothing but bitches except for a rare few who are really a gem of their kind.I have learn't never to care for useless people who have no fucking reason to be alive.I have realized girls aren't any fun to be with, not even as friends.They are some serious pain in the asses.I have acquired quite a new attitude with a multitude of dimensions.This semester has shown me new facets of life from hard romance to unbearable failures.But god saved me timely to give me back my life which i think now is under my complete control.
Academically doing no harm to me, but in turn gave me reasons to excel my peers.Sports front there is a lot due for me, somethings which have to be conquered and somethings which have to be defended and somethings which have to be retained.I don't give a damn to people who don't know what i am writing as i am putting down my thoughts so randomly.
Then another fact i realized is that there is no use if you are good and decent.People frankly like assholes, so be one ! Got pained, got relieved.Got good things, and bad too.Had a wave of hapless fortunes(contradictory wording).
P.S(Puns intended everywhere)!
Finally welcoming myself to blogging world,again !