This was my third year and third time i am participating in an event called Triathlon. This event would require all the stamina and energy your body can possibly provide to you.There is sheer joy in just completing the race,but there is happiness unbounded if you finish it in the top 5 places.This year was no different except that i was the captain, and i had to honor my captaincy.With that sole perception in my mind and a "I play to win" attitude i bettered my position, won a silver and that was it.Heaven.Hell.Heaven because i finished it with an impressive performance and hell because i was so dead tired after the 45:20:45 minutes of complete exhaustion.
For the novices, Triathlon in IIT Madras is an event consisting of 500m swimming,8 km of cycling and 3.3 km of running, at a stretch and without a break. Early morning 6:15 the event started and i was swimming.I suddenly realize my thigh muscles stiffen, i was having pain in my muscles and then out of the blue my strength in the arms was sapping out. I was so desperate to fight. Just relaxed my mind and let my body do the working.It went on, as if it was infinite time..Finally finished swimming and came out with my swimsuit and put on my shorts, shoes and got a crash helmet on my head and started cycling.There were people who already were ahead of me.I did cycling slowly but steadily.Finally got some lead and maintained it to the end.Running was the most difficult part, with no energy left and legs unable to carry my body weight i slowly trudged on and on....and as people say, rest was history. won my silver medal for the 3rd consecutive time.[:)] And i still have got my final year to take one more chance for this IIT lifetime.
It was sheer joy on completing and winning.
Dwelling in that joy for today....[:)]
signing off...
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Friday, April 04, 2008
Alter-ego......
This post is a story of a boy..whom i have been with, for my entire life ...
This guy was just any other normal fella who was well to do in all aspects and was living life as it comes on.I say life isn't smooth for anyone, it has got its own plans and troubles to make man a humble being.So for this guy, life wasn't smooth either. Come 5th grade, all his grades started dropping.He became a continuous failure in his academics. He was chided,bullied and teased by his friends.Back then he was a fragile , weakling, who knew not how to fight back. He just waited for his day,which needless to say seemed to elude him for years to come. Finally life has a twist in his life, and then lo and behold he started improving in his acads, but for this he had to bear a heavy loss of life, for which he regrets all through his life. He studied, rallied, put up with the bullies, won many a teachers hearts and continued to live.
But all his troubles weren't gone.They increased,the pressure to perform in his studies increased.Knowing this the poor guy toiled harder than ever.His goal was to make it into IIT.Poor chap, IIT was his dream, and he worked hard for it,day and night like all his remaining peers. He even had a place for love in the form a girl who was his classmate since his childhood.This poor guy was so madly in love with her, to him she was the world.But he never expressed it and has his priorities set.
Years passed and he was writing the JEE exam and after the results he was escalated with joy unbound to see he has finally achieved his short term goal.He was the talk of the family, and friends.He could hear remarks such as "This dumb guy who was a constant failure, made it to IIT??".He felt euphoric to hear such discussions.Lo, this revelry didn't last long.Soon he was transported to the portals of the country's top engineering institute. This guy was not always fit, had all types of problems.He couldnt play a game.He was never popular outside his study circle.He couldnt help much except to resolve to play games and master some of them.
Life at IIT has changed him so much, he is now totally what he actually wanted to be.His normal self.He started playing a lot of sports, worked out hard to reduce the extra kgs he had put on over the years.He finally learns to live life without fear, became a bully himself, strong and fearsome.He became a good sports person.He won his lady love.Became popular among his friends.Girls liked him.He owed everything to the great twist he had in his early life, which has put in all the extra "thingy" in him to go this far.
But still his troubles persist, but this time he has learnt to deal them with exemplary courage and a never say die fighting spirit.
This guy is my best chum, my alter-ego.He isnt so great to be written a story on, but surely he is one of the everyday few who fights troubles head on.Everyone has his own troubles, nevertheless to say, but this person i have known him for his whole life time and since its been a frustrating day for me, i just put it in my blog.
This guy is " The guy in the mirror".[:P]...sorry for all the hooting and boasting...[:)]...all for the pleasure of writing....
This guy was just any other normal fella who was well to do in all aspects and was living life as it comes on.I say life isn't smooth for anyone, it has got its own plans and troubles to make man a humble being.So for this guy, life wasn't smooth either. Come 5th grade, all his grades started dropping.He became a continuous failure in his academics. He was chided,bullied and teased by his friends.Back then he was a fragile , weakling, who knew not how to fight back. He just waited for his day,which needless to say seemed to elude him for years to come. Finally life has a twist in his life, and then lo and behold he started improving in his acads, but for this he had to bear a heavy loss of life, for which he regrets all through his life. He studied, rallied, put up with the bullies, won many a teachers hearts and continued to live.
But all his troubles weren't gone.They increased,the pressure to perform in his studies increased.Knowing this the poor guy toiled harder than ever.His goal was to make it into IIT.Poor chap, IIT was his dream, and he worked hard for it,day and night like all his remaining peers. He even had a place for love in the form a girl who was his classmate since his childhood.This poor guy was so madly in love with her, to him she was the world.But he never expressed it and has his priorities set.
Years passed and he was writing the JEE exam and after the results he was escalated with joy unbound to see he has finally achieved his short term goal.He was the talk of the family, and friends.He could hear remarks such as "This dumb guy who was a constant failure, made it to IIT??".He felt euphoric to hear such discussions.Lo, this revelry didn't last long.Soon he was transported to the portals of the country's top engineering institute. This guy was not always fit, had all types of problems.He couldnt play a game.He was never popular outside his study circle.He couldnt help much except to resolve to play games and master some of them.
Life at IIT has changed him so much, he is now totally what he actually wanted to be.His normal self.He started playing a lot of sports, worked out hard to reduce the extra kgs he had put on over the years.He finally learns to live life without fear, became a bully himself, strong and fearsome.He became a good sports person.He won his lady love.Became popular among his friends.Girls liked him.He owed everything to the great twist he had in his early life, which has put in all the extra "thingy" in him to go this far.
But still his troubles persist, but this time he has learnt to deal them with exemplary courage and a never say die fighting spirit.
This guy is my best chum, my alter-ego.He isnt so great to be written a story on, but surely he is one of the everyday few who fights troubles head on.Everyone has his own troubles, nevertheless to say, but this person i have known him for his whole life time and since its been a frustrating day for me, i just put it in my blog.
This guy is " The guy in the mirror".[:P]...sorry for all the hooting and boasting...[:)]...all for the pleasure of writing....
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
As Funky as the B slot Prof........!!
B slot of late has been the kind of scenario in the Gr8 Indian Laughter Challenge. If ever there would have been a contest to search for the most idiotic, most funkiest,most foolish person in the world among the academic paraphernalia then it would be my "B slot Prof".Lets for the time being stick to his name as "B". There were jokes which brought in no laughter from the students but only dumb faces deliberately thinking why in the world we are sitting in his class. There has been a previous post on the same B( "p+Ij") where i have told how lustful the oldest man in the insti can get.Now this post shows the other facet he shares to the world.His sense of humor,believe me is none to compare.With his own style,own stupid jokes, he stands out among the others. The previous day in the class when he was lecturing us about the harmful affects of fluoride and chloride on our teeth, he points out to a guy in the first bench( our very own poor class rep) and says if this fellow eats a pig a day his teeth would be spoiled.Then next moment he points out to one more silent student and says she doesn't brush her teeth and she eats a buffalo a day.Oh crap....i know i am writing crap, but thats what exactly our prof is and teaches....just crap...with no relation whatsoever to the sentences he speaks.....You can experience hell, irritation and the frustration of sitting in a boring class only in courses offered by B.
Well that was one hell of a class.Coming to the quiz of B's course, it was one more daymare[:)]. Some of the questions i saw for the first time, i mean the stuff he has asked was never taught in the first place and then he asks them in the exam.Anyway how i wrote and fared is another story not to be told.Overall it all seems to be fun when we have B's class.With his unwittiest replies and jokes we are transported to the heights of irritation and frustration.This post i think is one such attempt to relieve my frustration on the course as well as on B.
I think i have written enough to provide food for thought for my civil friends out there to think how f#$@ing ass$%#! this guy is..........Mr B......"To B,or not to B" was one of my irritated friends gtalk status message just before the day of this exam...
Signing off....
Well that was one hell of a class.Coming to the quiz of B's course, it was one more daymare[:)]. Some of the questions i saw for the first time, i mean the stuff he has asked was never taught in the first place and then he asks them in the exam.Anyway how i wrote and fared is another story not to be told.Overall it all seems to be fun when we have B's class.With his unwittiest replies and jokes we are transported to the heights of irritation and frustration.This post i think is one such attempt to relieve my frustration on the course as well as on B.
I think i have written enough to provide food for thought for my civil friends out there to think how f#$@ing ass$%#! this guy is..........Mr B......"To B,or not to B" was one of my irritated friends gtalk status message just before the day of this exam...
Signing off....
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Voice of the Hero !!!....
Inter Hostel water polo matches....I being a Taptian, am required to keep up the legacy of Tapti's water polo team.But this year with a dearth of players, we couldnt make much history.But people who played for the first time in my team have shown promises of being a good players. We lost all the 3 matches we played.We lost 16-2 with Ganga, 5-3 with Godav and 7-1 with Alak. I have realized that winning isn't all that matters.Giving your best is what matters and the satisfaction thereafter that you have gone down with a fight which all the more matters.Reduced to a one man army battling fierce opponents, with a toll of a muscle pull on my right hand, i have realized i have given all that i have, and the people who have played against me too know that.
Shooting from midfield, breaking 3-4 defenders, playing fouls and a lot more was the order in the match.There was no other option for me but to persist even when i know i would go down.But everything was worth it.Eventually i ended up scoring all the goals my team has ever scored.This is just not bragging.People who have played against me and who are reading this post know for sure, i was the one to look out for in the matches.As dangerous as a shark. ;) Nevertheless all has ended and everything was fair in the end.Busty and my fellow team mates have given their best.
I have learnt to persist, to fight, to conquer and to understand. If not as good as to be compared to a Spartan to fight against a whole Persian army, my situation was somewhat on those lines.With a team comprising of novices and amateurs, we played against the best hostel teams and we played for our satisfaction and fun.There will be a long gap between the next Tapti gold medal in water polo, but eventually it will happen. After all the Madras Sharks were born in Tapti.The legacy will be continued, passing from my hands to my juniors, hoping they will have interest in keeping Tapti Water polo team alive with new horizons of hope. The other waterpolo teams out there, watch out for us, and dont write us off, if not in a year, in the year to come, we will be back with a bang to clinch what was once ours....
Obsessions and fixations are not really my field. All I know, when the mind really grabs hold of something, look out.
Life only demands from you the strength you possess. Only one feat is possible - not to have run away.And i have not runaway, but choose to fight and go down, with a feeling that i have given a tough time to my opponents before finishing the game......
Shooting from midfield, breaking 3-4 defenders, playing fouls and a lot more was the order in the match.There was no other option for me but to persist even when i know i would go down.But everything was worth it.Eventually i ended up scoring all the goals my team has ever scored.This is just not bragging.People who have played against me and who are reading this post know for sure, i was the one to look out for in the matches.As dangerous as a shark. ;) Nevertheless all has ended and everything was fair in the end.Busty and my fellow team mates have given their best.
I have learnt to persist, to fight, to conquer and to understand. If not as good as to be compared to a Spartan to fight against a whole Persian army, my situation was somewhat on those lines.With a team comprising of novices and amateurs, we played against the best hostel teams and we played for our satisfaction and fun.There will be a long gap between the next Tapti gold medal in water polo, but eventually it will happen. After all the Madras Sharks were born in Tapti.The legacy will be continued, passing from my hands to my juniors, hoping they will have interest in keeping Tapti Water polo team alive with new horizons of hope. The other waterpolo teams out there, watch out for us, and dont write us off, if not in a year, in the year to come, we will be back with a bang to clinch what was once ours....
Obsessions and fixations are not really my field. All I know, when the mind really grabs hold of something, look out.
Life only demands from you the strength you possess. Only one feat is possible - not to have run away.And i have not runaway, but choose to fight and go down, with a feeling that i have given a tough time to my opponents before finishing the game......
Friday, February 29, 2008
Playboy....
Sorry friends not the hot magazine...ya ya i know i disappoint with the titles of the posts...Nevermind..[:)]
Well looking back and realizing what kind of a person i am shaping out to be, i need so much more to what i have to get over some feelings, feelings of lust, feelings of commitment, and feelings of guilt.I wonder why every damn thing happens to me.I am psyched.I am awed.I am laughing away at people i have known.Taking into a peek into their lives, i just couldn't control my boisterous mirth which i have acquired lately.I have re associated with people, people who were once friends,feeling something seriously odd but then life has taught me so many things, i am just getting along fine and i am indeed having fun.Saddest part or rather the sadistic part is that i am having fun looking and laughing at the lives of others, when i have my own life to laugh at.
Some people just don't deserve even to be thought off,they are just mad, blind and dumb people ruining their lives.I have stopped thinking about them, in fact of everyone.I have my own life to pave for, and now it seems to require a serious introspection coupled with a nice repair to the road i will walk on eventually. But all in all it feels so good.Very good.
Few things i have learnt lately, put in bullet format for the convenience of my blog's visitors....
* Two girls can never be best friends, if they are not sisters, no matter what.
* IIT girls are dumber maxxxx than i have thought.
* A girl who likes a guy wont listen if the guy himself says he isn't good, so only god save such girl.
* Guys are not the only people who are desperate.
* Guy friends are best to have, at all times and at all needs..all the more good if you are "gay"
* Don't get senti, nor put senti to anyone, concerned or not concerned.Its not worth.Damn it, not at all.
* There is no need to be angry anytime for anything.
* Don't get pained by anyone, if you are being pained, just ignore the person.
* Consider yourself God, and believe you are one[:)]
**** You are patient enough to go through this crap. hehehe..[:)] have fun friends..
the stars indicates the importance.The last bullet is more important....[;)]
Well looking back and realizing what kind of a person i am shaping out to be, i need so much more to what i have to get over some feelings, feelings of lust, feelings of commitment, and feelings of guilt.I wonder why every damn thing happens to me.I am psyched.I am awed.I am laughing away at people i have known.Taking into a peek into their lives, i just couldn't control my boisterous mirth which i have acquired lately.I have re associated with people, people who were once friends,feeling something seriously odd but then life has taught me so many things, i am just getting along fine and i am indeed having fun.Saddest part or rather the sadistic part is that i am having fun looking and laughing at the lives of others, when i have my own life to laugh at.
Some people just don't deserve even to be thought off,they are just mad, blind and dumb people ruining their lives.I have stopped thinking about them, in fact of everyone.I have my own life to pave for, and now it seems to require a serious introspection coupled with a nice repair to the road i will walk on eventually. But all in all it feels so good.Very good.
Few things i have learnt lately, put in bullet format for the convenience of my blog's visitors....
* Two girls can never be best friends, if they are not sisters, no matter what.
* IIT girls are dumber maxxxx than i have thought.
* A girl who likes a guy wont listen if the guy himself says he isn't good, so only god save such girl.
* Guys are not the only people who are desperate.
* Guy friends are best to have, at all times and at all needs..all the more good if you are "gay"
* Don't get senti, nor put senti to anyone, concerned or not concerned.Its not worth.Damn it, not at all.
* There is no need to be angry anytime for anything.
* Don't get pained by anyone, if you are being pained, just ignore the person.
* Consider yourself God, and believe you are one[:)]
**** You are patient enough to go through this crap. hehehe..[:)] have fun friends..
the stars indicates the importance.The last bullet is more important....[;)]
Sunday, February 24, 2008
My Rules....[:)]
As long as you apply the rules stated below....you are good to go with me...:)
* Accept the fact that I AM THE BEST.
* Stop rushing me...my time is the only time that matters.
* The most painless way to end an argument with me "You're right."
* The louder I get, the more right I am and the more angry i am ...
* Give me what i want, and I might give you some peace...
* You can do/say/wear what you want, with your own approval......never ask to me .. "Wat to do????"
* If I am sad, feed me Pepsi and listen to my story attentively and tell me how amazing I am. If you are sad, keep feeding me Pepsi and listen to what I have to say.
* Never tell me I am wrong, especially when it comes to directions to sports and pep talks.
* Plz walk around my room without ur shoes on.
* Eat all what your heart wants, just not on my bed and don't move my sheets....and if any of my stuff is coming in your way, put it on my bed, not the floor.
* Don't touch my Deo...once in a while is ok...not everyday...get ur own.
* Do not interrupt in b/w when i m talking...let me finish first...otherwise I will forget...
* When i m on the phone...do not yell and exchange message with the person on the other side...wait till i m done...
* Little surprises and kind/cute gestures keeps me smiling...
* Dont disturb while I am Messaging/studying....please...just stay away for few minutes...
* I do not loose my temper that easily nowadays, but that does not mean u go your way out to irritate me....
* Only few people can yell at me...my father and my Best Friends....
* I don't tend to like those who can't talk to me or anyone in general with respect...and politness...
* Don't pain me with ur problems, i have got my own.I mean just don't drag issues.
* If you are good with me, i did be best with you, but if you are bad with me, you are done for sure.
* Never stop me in whatever i do...I am just mad..
* Say things face to face with me and be straight forward, and please don't fake things.
* If you don't like me or don't like the things just say it to me, not that i will stop...
* I am always busy, so state your needs and get lost...
* I love people who love to win...
* I love my friends..so much...will do anything in my power to make them happy...
* I hate to orkut, but i do it nevertheless for my friends..
* Dont act dumb near me, nor smart....I am a bit of both....
* Sometimes when i get high/mad just leave me alone....never bother, i did be just fine in moments...
* I am bad, please accept the thumb rule/fact...if not god save you....
And last but not the least....
* Understand me and then cross my life...if not you sure will repent...i give my word...[:)]
There are so many rules unsaid, so many rules ; my rules which are not to be broken...but nevertheless wrote the ones which crossed my mind...
Signing off...
* Accept the fact that I AM THE BEST.
* Stop rushing me...my time is the only time that matters.
* The most painless way to end an argument with me "You're right."
* The louder I get, the more right I am and the more angry i am ...
* Give me what i want, and I might give you some peace...
* You can do/say/wear what you want, with your own approval......never ask to me .. "Wat to do????"
* If I am sad, feed me Pepsi and listen to my story attentively and tell me how amazing I am. If you are sad, keep feeding me Pepsi and listen to what I have to say.
* Never tell me I am wrong, especially when it comes to directions to sports and pep talks.
* Plz walk around my room without ur shoes on.
* Eat all what your heart wants, just not on my bed and don't move my sheets....and if any of my stuff is coming in your way, put it on my bed, not the floor.
* Don't touch my Deo...once in a while is ok...not everyday...get ur own.
* Do not interrupt in b/w when i m talking...let me finish first...otherwise I will forget...
* When i m on the phone...do not yell and exchange message with the person on the other side...wait till i m done...
* Little surprises and kind/cute gestures keeps me smiling...
* Dont disturb while I am Messaging/studying....please...just stay away for few minutes...
* I do not loose my temper that easily nowadays, but that does not mean u go your way out to irritate me....
* Only few people can yell at me...my father and my Best Friends....
* I don't tend to like those who can't talk to me or anyone in general with respect...and politness...
* Don't pain me with ur problems, i have got my own.I mean just don't drag issues.
* If you are good with me, i did be best with you, but if you are bad with me, you are done for sure.
* Never stop me in whatever i do...I am just mad..
* Say things face to face with me and be straight forward, and please don't fake things.
* If you don't like me or don't like the things just say it to me, not that i will stop...
* I am always busy, so state your needs and get lost...
* I love people who love to win...
* I love my friends..so much...will do anything in my power to make them happy...
* I hate to orkut, but i do it nevertheless for my friends..
* Dont act dumb near me, nor smart....I am a bit of both....
* Sometimes when i get high/mad just leave me alone....never bother, i did be just fine in moments...
* I am bad, please accept the thumb rule/fact...if not god save you....
And last but not the least....
* Understand me and then cross my life...if not you sure will repent...i give my word...[:)]
There are so many rules unsaid, so many rules ; my rules which are not to be broken...but nevertheless wrote the ones which crossed my mind...
Signing off...
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Continuing ennui....
This is one such day where there are loads of work to be done, but the mind and body prefer a solitude from the routine monotonous life.Have got a Water Resources and environmental engineering assignment to be done, a code to find the solutions of ordinary differential equations in Matlab, take home assignments from BioChemical engineering course,probability and stats of transportation Eng., and what not, but don't know why the day is so boring and tiresome that even if i would want to study the body doesn't co-operate. Then to top up all this stuff there are some weird situations, weird friends' problems where i am getting involved,even if i didn't want to.
Some friends of mine were telling me to update my blog fast as they were anticipating some nice posts.Though the starting of this post was written due to absolute ennui, i will try to make it interesting to give them the satisfaction of reading my blog ;) There are insti elections coming up which is one more thing which is a pain in the ass,a serious one at that if you are influenced and know people :( To make things more crazy and weird i did something for the first time,as a result of which i was feeling dizzy,sluggish and the blurred world ,the other night : my first drink :| Though i didn't like it and have decided not to try it again. :)
The courses this time are interesting but the profs are the ugly ones :( There was this prof who was saying he wished to have 4 eyes, 2 in the front and 2 at the back as students were talking as soon as he turned to face the board.I would wish he have eyes all over his body.
On the other facet of life, there are incidents with friends.I have lately realized that friends don't make you sad,if they do , they aren't the ones you think are friends.In tat front i have broken up with some of my so called friends, who never were sensible people.
On the brighter side of life, its all interesting.The water polo practices, a whole lot of swimming and physical workouts to stay fit,studying when needed and doing things right at the right time.
I wonder if my earlier posts were as arbit as this post. :( Sorry friends,an apology for me writing some crap.Because the other day i heard a friend comment on my blog that it looked more of a dairy than an interesting blog.Interesting things just don't happen all day and everyday.This whole situation calls for some adventure,like jumping from the 20ft high board in the pool, or to have a chatting marathon with some friends, or just a simple chilling out at the city centre outside the campus.
A few days back a friend of mine and i were speaking about our lives.Then we were like ,started comparing our lives to that of trains.It was an awesome comparison.She(ya the friend is a "she") was telling me her life was a train stopping at all the stations in its way,and at present she was at a station,for how long only god knows :) She passed my station a few days back,yes,days back just for a brief period though.The journey she said was a long one and its waiting to reach the final destination/station.I was like saying my life is like a train locomotive workshop repairing trains all along the life,but when your train came i said it showed my workshop has become obsolete for the train.But it took me just a little time to realize that the workshop is fine and absolutely good getting itself updated according to the latest trends but the train has become an old one(old here isn't age but....)...Felt good at comparing ourselves to trains..and that was the end of the conversation tat day...
I don't know what i am writing today,maybe because its that time of the life when i am on some particular low and all pained in life,only to be back with a bang little while later....
P.S.:Sorry for the fart friends,but i think blogs are meant for that :)
Here is a tongue twister, which i think is the only interesting sentence in this post :)
"If you notice this notice you will notice that this notice is not worth noticing ! "...and i think this suits perfect for the post .. :P
Signing off....
Some friends of mine were telling me to update my blog fast as they were anticipating some nice posts.Though the starting of this post was written due to absolute ennui, i will try to make it interesting to give them the satisfaction of reading my blog ;) There are insti elections coming up which is one more thing which is a pain in the ass,a serious one at that if you are influenced and know people :( To make things more crazy and weird i did something for the first time,as a result of which i was feeling dizzy,sluggish and the blurred world ,the other night : my first drink :| Though i didn't like it and have decided not to try it again. :)
The courses this time are interesting but the profs are the ugly ones :( There was this prof who was saying he wished to have 4 eyes, 2 in the front and 2 at the back as students were talking as soon as he turned to face the board.I would wish he have eyes all over his body.
On the other facet of life, there are incidents with friends.I have lately realized that friends don't make you sad,if they do , they aren't the ones you think are friends.In tat front i have broken up with some of my so called friends, who never were sensible people.
On the brighter side of life, its all interesting.The water polo practices, a whole lot of swimming and physical workouts to stay fit,studying when needed and doing things right at the right time.
I wonder if my earlier posts were as arbit as this post. :( Sorry friends,an apology for me writing some crap.Because the other day i heard a friend comment on my blog that it looked more of a dairy than an interesting blog.Interesting things just don't happen all day and everyday.This whole situation calls for some adventure,like jumping from the 20ft high board in the pool, or to have a chatting marathon with some friends, or just a simple chilling out at the city centre outside the campus.
A few days back a friend of mine and i were speaking about our lives.Then we were like ,started comparing our lives to that of trains.It was an awesome comparison.She(ya the friend is a "she") was telling me her life was a train stopping at all the stations in its way,and at present she was at a station,for how long only god knows :) She passed my station a few days back,yes,days back just for a brief period though.The journey she said was a long one and its waiting to reach the final destination/station.I was like saying my life is like a train locomotive workshop repairing trains all along the life,but when your train came i said it showed my workshop has become obsolete for the train.But it took me just a little time to realize that the workshop is fine and absolutely good getting itself updated according to the latest trends but the train has become an old one(old here isn't age but....)...Felt good at comparing ourselves to trains..and that was the end of the conversation tat day...
I don't know what i am writing today,maybe because its that time of the life when i am on some particular low and all pained in life,only to be back with a bang little while later....
P.S.:Sorry for the fart friends,but i think blogs are meant for that :)
Here is a tongue twister, which i think is the only interesting sentence in this post :)
"If you notice this notice you will notice that this notice is not worth noticing ! "...and i think this suits perfect for the post .. :P
Signing off....
Saturday, February 16, 2008
"BioChem Midsem"..A commedy of Errors...
Hmmm much to the anticipated biochemical engineering mid sem exam on a nice wonderful Saturday afternoon was nothing but a rude thing rubbed on the students..For the first time i have seen people who actually are enrolled in this course..The paper expectation was high and vulnerability for malpractices quite low,as this was an open library exam.But then rude shocks continued to follow with no one question matching whatever the prof taught in the class...Then started murmurs, went on up to a full fledged copying..The prof was unmindful of our intentions and actions..We had a whopping time chatting with friends in the exam hall..for me,sitting in the first bench it was not at all an exam..it was something far below than i have expected...
Anyway it turned out to be good...nevertheless finished the paper early but only had to wait till the end to pass on my answers to the people trusting in me to pass the course... [:)]..
The whole class had my class notes...it all started after the ending of the exam...there were errors in answers...and the whole class did it..it was fun...in a course with 30 S's and 30 A's, everything is fun..and everything is fair.."cheating and copying"....
All in all ,a course under this prof is a must to experience the heights of chilling out for a course altogether...unmindful and not worrying for the grades,which we eventually end up getting...kudos to the course and three cheers to Prof.Panda...!!!!...Lolzzzzzz....
Anyway it turned out to be good...nevertheless finished the paper early but only had to wait till the end to pass on my answers to the people trusting in me to pass the course... [:)]..
The whole class had my class notes...it all started after the ending of the exam...there were errors in answers...and the whole class did it..it was fun...in a course with 30 S's and 30 A's, everything is fun..and everything is fair.."cheating and copying"....
All in all ,a course under this prof is a must to experience the heights of chilling out for a course altogether...unmindful and not worrying for the grades,which we eventually end up getting...kudos to the course and three cheers to Prof.Panda...!!!!...Lolzzzzzz....
Friday, February 15, 2008
"p + I j" .....
Well today was a day where there were so many poor + imaginary jokes from two of my profs.I just couldn't stop but laugh at their so called jokes....
Let me recite the incidents vividly..
First , there was our Marketing Management prof...Mr.X....He always reads from his so called textbook but couldn't explain any doubts thereof...So, today was also typically the same scenario..I was as usual dozing of in the last chair..and i see that most of my friends were sleeping too and some of them are reading newspapers and some few junta were busy discussing non academic affairs..Suddenly Mr.X realizes for the first time that students in his class are actually aren't paying any attention to his lecture.So he throws the book on the table and walks out of the class much to the relief of the class..We couldn't help stop our laughter when he comes back rushing in and says he is going to complain to the director that "people are neglecting him"...and then to avoid any untoward incidents some of my friends go and actually apologize to him that this wont be repeated again...He walks back slowly and says.."I am emotionally upset....lets have the class next Wednesday...i am really upset"...he was so kiddish , and seemed he would burst into tears....uahhauauahaha....
Second was the Environmental Engineering Professor...Mr.Y....the funkiest prof i have ever met...If the bitches in my batch are assumed to be the north poles of a magnet, this prof is the south pole...always looking at them...The whole class seems to be concentrated in the first few benches occupied by the less decent of the class(non males).hehehehe.....
Then the opening sentence he says..."I teach sewage...and also waste water..." gr8 intro...and then he says how "well polluted" the air around is....and then he goes back to his sweet old memories of when he was a faculty somewhere in Muscat....It seems he used to go to all the sewage plants and wonder how big they are compared to the tanks in India....and then he even says the silly things he did there...the funniest part he said was..."there was a particular German couple boating and the water was so crystal clear....i started taking pics of the water and slowly i took the pics of the German couple..." ...hahahaha...and he laughs..supposed to be a "pj"
....and then he goes on to say that the German lady was so beautiful....never have i seen such lascivious eyes in a man as i see in his... :(
I think i farted enough..just wanted to show how profs can be "good, bad and ugly..."...
signing off,
Drac....a.k.a....Shyam...
Let me recite the incidents vividly..
First , there was our Marketing Management prof...Mr.X....He always reads from his so called textbook but couldn't explain any doubts thereof...So, today was also typically the same scenario..I was as usual dozing of in the last chair..and i see that most of my friends were sleeping too and some of them are reading newspapers and some few junta were busy discussing non academic affairs..Suddenly Mr.X realizes for the first time that students in his class are actually aren't paying any attention to his lecture.So he throws the book on the table and walks out of the class much to the relief of the class..We couldn't help stop our laughter when he comes back rushing in and says he is going to complain to the director that "people are neglecting him"...and then to avoid any untoward incidents some of my friends go and actually apologize to him that this wont be repeated again...He walks back slowly and says.."I am emotionally upset....lets have the class next Wednesday...i am really upset"...he was so kiddish , and seemed he would burst into tears....uahhauauahaha....
Second was the Environmental Engineering Professor...Mr.Y....the funkiest prof i have ever met...If the bitches in my batch are assumed to be the north poles of a magnet, this prof is the south pole...always looking at them...The whole class seems to be concentrated in the first few benches occupied by the less decent of the class(non males).hehehehe.....
Then the opening sentence he says..."I teach sewage...and also waste water..." gr8 intro...and then he says how "well polluted" the air around is....and then he goes back to his sweet old memories of when he was a faculty somewhere in Muscat....It seems he used to go to all the sewage plants and wonder how big they are compared to the tanks in India....and then he even says the silly things he did there...the funniest part he said was..."there was a particular German couple boating and the water was so crystal clear....i started taking pics of the water and slowly i took the pics of the German couple..." ...hahahaha...and he laughs..supposed to be a "pj"
....and then he goes on to say that the German lady was so beautiful....never have i seen such lascivious eyes in a man as i see in his... :(
I think i farted enough..just wanted to show how profs can be "good, bad and ugly..."...
signing off,
Drac....a.k.a....Shyam...
Monday, February 11, 2008
I think,therefore I am dangerous !!
This post is to show how widely my thoughts travel and how random they can get sometimes.This is i term just the tip of an iceberg.Just read on..interesting thoughts to come :)
I am accustomed to sleep and in my dreams to imagine the same things that lunatics imagine when awake.I am indeed amazed when I consider how weak my mind is and how prone to error.I concluded that I might take as a general rule the principle that all things which we very clearly and obviously conceive are true: only observing, however, that there is some difficulty in rightly determining the objects which we distinctly conceive.I hope that posterity will judge me kindly, not only as to the things which I have explained, but also to those which I have intentionally omitted so as to leave to others the pleasure of discovery.If I choose not to decide, I still have made a choice :( It is a mark of prudence never to trust wholly in those things which have once deceived us.It is easy to hate and it is difficult to love. This is how the whole scheme of things works. All good things are difficult to achieve; and bad things are very easy to get.When it is not in our power to determine what is true, we ought to follow what is most probable.Here again i did like to say a sentence "De omnibus dubitandum" which means "All is to be doubted".Everything in this world so illusionary.Whenever anyone has offended me,I use to feel bad and used to get back at them but now I try to raise my soul so high that the offense cannot reach it.Doubt is the origin of wisdom.I think,therefore I am.But i think a lot, so I am dangerous :)
Signing off by a quote "An optimist may see a light where there is none, but why must the pessimist always run to blow it out? "--Michel de Saint Pierre
Dont know what came over me when i was writing this piece,but then just put my randomness in the blog :).......
I am accustomed to sleep and in my dreams to imagine the same things that lunatics imagine when awake.I am indeed amazed when I consider how weak my mind is and how prone to error.I concluded that I might take as a general rule the principle that all things which we very clearly and obviously conceive are true: only observing, however, that there is some difficulty in rightly determining the objects which we distinctly conceive.I hope that posterity will judge me kindly, not only as to the things which I have explained, but also to those which I have intentionally omitted so as to leave to others the pleasure of discovery.If I choose not to decide, I still have made a choice :( It is a mark of prudence never to trust wholly in those things which have once deceived us.It is easy to hate and it is difficult to love. This is how the whole scheme of things works. All good things are difficult to achieve; and bad things are very easy to get.When it is not in our power to determine what is true, we ought to follow what is most probable.Here again i did like to say a sentence "De omnibus dubitandum" which means "All is to be doubted".Everything in this world so illusionary.Whenever anyone has offended me,I use to feel bad and used to get back at them but now I try to raise my soul so high that the offense cannot reach it.Doubt is the origin of wisdom.I think,therefore I am.But i think a lot, so I am dangerous :)
Signing off by a quote "An optimist may see a light where there is none, but why must the pessimist always run to blow it out? "--Michel de Saint Pierre
Dont know what came over me when i was writing this piece,but then just put my randomness in the blog :).......
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Loosing my Identity !!...
I had this thoughts running through my mind early in the morning.I was looking into the mirror,there was a change.I no longer see myself as the arrogant,hot head.I cant bully anymore,i lost anger,i have become easily gullible,i became humble,rather i was humbled.Lost my guts.Its like i am afraid of everything now.Something has seriously gone wrong.I noticed later in the day when i wanted to bully a freshmen,i tried to shout but i managed to squeak ! Gosh,i no longer can do that.Feelings of remorse,feeling of sadness has crept in thinking about the various people i have pained. I no longer feel angry if people bully me or pain me.There always was an aura of arrogance and over confidence which i carried so much as my identity,but i feel the aura is lost.I expect only miracles can give me back my old personality.I don't know whether whats happening is for my own good or not,but i am dwelling now in my new found life.I swim,but no longer in the ocean of feelings,if i try to,i did drown for sure.
Life has so many surprises in store.The setbacks i have been having right from the start of this year has put me into serious deliberation of planning and chalking out my future steps.I need to be overcareful. I lost interest in many things.I just have to get along,no matter what,i need to persist.I need to find the true ME,which has been alluding me for a long time.Its that time in life when i need to really think what i need.I no longer want things,i just need them.As i was reading marketing management last night,it tells there is a whole lot of difference between a want and a need.I don't want the niceties of life,i just need the basic things in life.
Hoping this new outlook and humbled life will give me the things i need...
:)
Signing off...No longer "Drac"
Shyam.....
Life has so many surprises in store.The setbacks i have been having right from the start of this year has put me into serious deliberation of planning and chalking out my future steps.I need to be overcareful. I lost interest in many things.I just have to get along,no matter what,i need to persist.I need to find the true ME,which has been alluding me for a long time.Its that time in life when i need to really think what i need.I no longer want things,i just need them.As i was reading marketing management last night,it tells there is a whole lot of difference between a want and a need.I don't want the niceties of life,i just need the basic things in life.
Hoping this new outlook and humbled life will give me the things i need...
:)
Signing off...No longer "Drac"
Shyam.....
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Anger Management !!!....
When Voldi and i were walking back after shopping in Odessy and a dinner at Sangeetha,i was referring to some my life's incidents where i was so calm and composed at the situation where the other party was quarreling with me.That wouldnt have been the case some 1-2 yrs back,had i not controlled my anger,i would have blasted people like hell.There was this girl from my class which was scolding me like hell,just because i didnt help in some lab report,but there i was laughing at her.Didnt speak a word to her.It wasnt worth too.Then afterwards i was wondering in utter disbelief at how calm i was.I have controlled my anger a lot.Then there was this one more incident when due to some reasons a senior to me starts abusing me.I didnt even care to look at him,i was just ignoring him.I felt so happy,thinking how well i have been controlling my anger.Finally when he was all spent,i just said "You cant do anything better than abusing me",showing my guts :) And there was this bad ditching incident by some female,i was so chilled "fuck and forget",its too good a change..Well by now it would have been so boring for you people to know how i have really controlled my anger..I have just controlled my anger,but when used at the right place and time,it would be disastrous :|....
so signing off for today....more to come... :) watch out my space ...
so signing off for today....more to come... :) watch out my space ...
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Why its great to be a woman..
* Free drinks.
* Free dinners.
* Free movies.
* New lipstick gives you a whole new lease on life.
* If you are not making enough money you can blame the glass ceiling.
* No fashion faux pas you make could rival the Speedo.
* Brad Pitt.
* No one passes out when you take of your shoes.
* If you're dumb,some people will find it cute.
* You can quickly end any fight by crying.
* Your friends won't think you're weird if you ask whether there's spinach in your teeth.
* There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.
* You'll never regret piercing your ears.
* You know which glass was yours by the lipstick mark.
Why its great to be a Man...
* Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
* A five day vacation requires only one suitcase.
* You can open all your own jars.
* Old friends don't annoy you if you've lost or gained weight.
* You don't have to lug a bag of useful stuff around everywhere you go.
* Your last name stays put :)
* You can be showered and ready in 10 minutes.
* Wedding plans take care of themselves.
* None of your co-workers have the power to make you cry.
* If you're 34 and single nobody notices.
* You can wear a white shirt to a waterpark.
* Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
* You can whip your shirt off on a hot day.
* Car mechanics tell you the truth.
* One mood, all the time.
* Same work...more pay.
* Gray hair and wrinkles add character.
* Free drinks.
* Free dinners.
* Free movies.
* New lipstick gives you a whole new lease on life.
* If you are not making enough money you can blame the glass ceiling.
* No fashion faux pas you make could rival the Speedo.
* Brad Pitt.
* No one passes out when you take of your shoes.
* If you're dumb,some people will find it cute.
* You can quickly end any fight by crying.
* Your friends won't think you're weird if you ask whether there's spinach in your teeth.
* There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.
* You'll never regret piercing your ears.
* You know which glass was yours by the lipstick mark.
Why its great to be a Man...
* Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
* A five day vacation requires only one suitcase.
* You can open all your own jars.
* Old friends don't annoy you if you've lost or gained weight.
* You don't have to lug a bag of useful stuff around everywhere you go.
* Your last name stays put :)
* You can be showered and ready in 10 minutes.
* Wedding plans take care of themselves.
* None of your co-workers have the power to make you cry.
* If you're 34 and single nobody notices.
* You can wear a white shirt to a waterpark.
* Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
* You can whip your shirt off on a hot day.
* Car mechanics tell you the truth.
* One mood, all the time.
* Same work...more pay.
* Gray hair and wrinkles add character.
Friday, February 01, 2008
F.R.I.E.N.D.S !!!!
Nah i am not writing anything about the sitcom...This has something to do with my friends.A chosen select group of nut wits, which i call as friends,fellow IITians,nerds,geeks and the caring people.Its all about the life we share.The dilemma of academics ;) which we go through everyday,the things we share,the assignments,jokes,thoughts...and to top all these there are bumps(getting ur arse beaten like hell for every occasion),b day treats,treats for achieving something.We are a hell lot of close friends sharing joys,sorrows,laughing at each other,bantering each other,helping each other.Well this is friendship.We know ,we are together for just 4 yrs of our stay,but then there are people from different castes,religions,different geographical backgrounds,weird people,we have all of them here.
I especially like to dedicate some of the place in here to some of the best friends i have got.Firstly i have got two names,on mind right now....Voldi and then there is Gay,my best chums,my batch mates,my group mates and what not.We did hell lot of silly things together,had fun together.Well let me put it this way..i am gonna speak a little bit everyone of this asshole and tell u what i think...
starting of with ..
Voldi : The guy has extraordinary knowledge about damn everything on earth,fart god...no one beating him at that.Pains me a lot,and that pain is good ;) Knows what he wants,cares,lives for the moment and chills all the time.Great pseud putter...in a nutshell,best friend..
Gay : The innocent looking guy next door,but this fucker isn't what all he looks,got something more to him than meets the eye.Surely a wonderful friend.I have never seen any other guy giving up as much as this ass.Sure got bunch of unknown talents.Again in a nutshell..my other close chum...
Rena : The funny guy of our wing.Prone to sarcasm and ridicule always.People trying to bully him always,thinks he plays good volley,and ya not bad :).... another gr8 guy..
HD-HappyDent : This asshole is anothe gr8 friend,who cares, who farts,who messes things up.CS guy..huh... :) One hell of a hockey player :) In short "invirile" ;)
Mayur : Stud boy of the wing.Most studious ass i have ever seen,a Aditya Birla Scholar,this guy is a complete geek,with his own crushes ;) oopss...sorry.. :)Topper in Elec.Good and disciplined guy..so disciplined he even has his own timings to shit. ;) Another genius in my wing.
Bhargav(DumbAss) : So named because he was so dumb an ass when he was ragged.Another stud from Elec,Garden Sec of our hostel,gr8 guy...Offlate a novice in photography,experimenting things...Nutshell....Good DumbAss..
Mr.Enthu : Haaa this guy ,most enthusiastic of all.Well this guy is so full of unwanted enthu, :) Shit mouthed,literally,you don't want to hear things, then u shouldnt speak to his buffoon.Great dancer,SOC Sec...another great guy to be a friend.
KB : The fatty of our wing,don't mind... :) and another great guy from elec,watching only DVD rips of movies,most knowledgeable about gizmos.Great guy to fart and chill out with.In short ,a sweet guy..
CR : The only guy in the whole hostel,i hope to have a four pack abs... ;)I envy him for his body,has been trying since long to put on weight but his body has different plans i suppose,a collector of desi porno,desi baba..Sitting in a brief underwear in his room unconcerned about his nudity and a gay ass..,an introvert,not much of a social animal.Good cricketer,a brett lee of IIT,Tapti,and the academics affairs sec of our hostel. [;)]came to my room running for editing in his description....certainly a werid asshole...Oh ya i forgot,he never gets a snap of his right...in the end it always sucks... :)
VB: This gult movie addict,has a different persona... Good at heart,"chill ra mama"....has brains and power in built but put to no use...well here is a toast to this ass...
Actually :This is another stud from my wing,my batch mate..Shagging a min of 4 times daily.A shy guy,a studious one though.Worries a lot,has so many fucking tensions,which are ofcourse too silly....Getting his D@#$ to grow,asking me fundaes on how to grow it long,the 4incher he is....Sorry buddy...lite lo...All in all,my saviour in exams,home made grub provider...a good friend..
Tina : This village lad has made it big coming here.everything is new and awe for this man.A very studious guy and only that.No particular interests.Used to go to gym,instead of putting in weight at the right places he grew his tummy so he quit..has a long way to go,determined,innocent fella... :)
Polls : This fellow with his weird laugh is one among us.a good friend..Determined,bunker of classes,PR of his branch.And then another guy next room with his very very weird laugh.Sleeping all day unconcerned about the classes.I usually see him wake up when i return from some class...A good friend..
Finally this makes me to come to an end of describing my wing junta...please dont get pained people....Lite....Sit back and enjoy...and leave me comments... [:)] just dont forget to read...
I especially like to dedicate some of the place in here to some of the best friends i have got.Firstly i have got two names,on mind right now....Voldi and then there is Gay,my best chums,my batch mates,my group mates and what not.We did hell lot of silly things together,had fun together.Well let me put it this way..i am gonna speak a little bit everyone of this asshole and tell u what i think...
starting of with ..
Voldi : The guy has extraordinary knowledge about damn everything on earth,fart god...no one beating him at that.Pains me a lot,and that pain is good ;) Knows what he wants,cares,lives for the moment and chills all the time.Great pseud putter...in a nutshell,best friend..
Gay : The innocent looking guy next door,but this fucker isn't what all he looks,got something more to him than meets the eye.Surely a wonderful friend.I have never seen any other guy giving up as much as this ass.Sure got bunch of unknown talents.Again in a nutshell..my other close chum...
Rena : The funny guy of our wing.Prone to sarcasm and ridicule always.People trying to bully him always,thinks he plays good volley,and ya not bad :).... another gr8 guy..
HD-HappyDent : This asshole is anothe gr8 friend,who cares, who farts,who messes things up.CS guy..huh... :) One hell of a hockey player :) In short "invirile" ;)
Mayur : Stud boy of the wing.Most studious ass i have ever seen,a Aditya Birla Scholar,this guy is a complete geek,with his own crushes ;) oopss...sorry.. :)Topper in Elec.Good and disciplined guy..so disciplined he even has his own timings to shit. ;) Another genius in my wing.
Bhargav(DumbAss) : So named because he was so dumb an ass when he was ragged.Another stud from Elec,Garden Sec of our hostel,gr8 guy...Offlate a novice in photography,experimenting things...Nutshell....Good DumbAss..
Mr.Enthu : Haaa this guy ,most enthusiastic of all.Well this guy is so full of unwanted enthu, :) Shit mouthed,literally,you don't want to hear things, then u shouldnt speak to his buffoon.Great dancer,SOC Sec...another great guy to be a friend.
KB : The fatty of our wing,don't mind... :) and another great guy from elec,watching only DVD rips of movies,most knowledgeable about gizmos.Great guy to fart and chill out with.In short ,a sweet guy..
CR : The only guy in the whole hostel,i hope to have a four pack abs... ;)I envy him for his body,has been trying since long to put on weight but his body has different plans i suppose,a collector of desi porno,desi baba..Sitting in a brief underwear in his room unconcerned about his nudity and a gay ass..,an introvert,not much of a social animal.Good cricketer,a brett lee of IIT,Tapti,and the academics affairs sec of our hostel. [;)]came to my room running for editing in his description....certainly a werid asshole...Oh ya i forgot,he never gets a snap of his right...in the end it always sucks... :)
VB: This gult movie addict,has a different persona... Good at heart,"chill ra mama"....has brains and power in built but put to no use...well here is a toast to this ass...
Actually :This is another stud from my wing,my batch mate..Shagging a min of 4 times daily.A shy guy,a studious one though.Worries a lot,has so many fucking tensions,which are ofcourse too silly....Getting his D@#$ to grow,asking me fundaes on how to grow it long,the 4incher he is....Sorry buddy...lite lo...All in all,my saviour in exams,home made grub provider...a good friend..
Tina : This village lad has made it big coming here.everything is new and awe for this man.A very studious guy and only that.No particular interests.Used to go to gym,instead of putting in weight at the right places he grew his tummy so he quit..has a long way to go,determined,innocent fella... :)
Polls : This fellow with his weird laugh is one among us.a good friend..Determined,bunker of classes,PR of his branch.And then another guy next room with his very very weird laugh.Sleeping all day unconcerned about the classes.I usually see him wake up when i return from some class...A good friend..
Finally this makes me to come to an end of describing my wing junta...please dont get pained people....Lite....Sit back and enjoy...and leave me comments... [:)] just dont forget to read...
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Well this is the video which i have made from the collage of the pics we took when the IIT Madras team toured Bombay for this year's Inter IIT Aquatics meet.Our team has won gold overall and we thumped all other teams literally.The Madras Sharks have turned Golden this year with new meet records and a powerful waterpolo team... :)
Opportunities......Knocking hell lot of times..!!!
They say opportunities knock your door only once.I have in front of me a road which bifurcates.Everyone else too has this situation sometime or the other in their life and in mine it is like i see every other road bifurcating.So i have decisions to be made now and then and i have to be firm on them as there is no going back.Whenever i try a route i get an opportunity to change it or to continue in it even while i have chosen the road.
Off late god has been trying hard to make things crystal clear for me,he is showing me the rugged way when i was tempting to take the paved way...and because of my stupidity and uncontrollable curiosity i have been straying on the byroads to see what the other road is really like, this is when i get a feeling that god somewhere above is telling me that i am wrong and is giving me opportunities now and then to change my erroneous decisions.
Sometime in the near future i will be happy i took the road which i liked and made my life...
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Discourse on the Method of Rightly Conducting the Reason, and Seeking Truth in the Sciences.........
Of all things,good sense is the most fairly distributed;everyone thinks he is so well supplied with it that even those who are the hardest to satisfy in every other aspect never desire more of it than they already have.The first precept was never to accept a thing as true until I knew it as such without a single doubt.The last rule was to make enumerations so complete, and reviews so comprehensive, that I should be certain of omitting nothing.
The long chains of simple and easy reasonings by means of which geometers are accustomed to reach the conclusions of their most difficult demonstrations, had led me to imagine that all things, to the knowledge of which man is competent, are mutually connected in the same way, and that there is nothing so far removed from us as to be beyond our reach, or so hidden that we cannot discover it, provided only we abstain from accepting the false for the true, and always preserve in our thoughts the order necessary for the deduction of one truth from another.
Each problem that I solved became a rule, which served afterwards to solve other problems.
Je pense, donc je suis.---- I think, therefore i am.....!!!
Of all things,good sense is the most fairly distributed;everyone thinks he is so well supplied with it that even those who are the hardest to satisfy in every other aspect never desire more of it than they already have.The first precept was never to accept a thing as true until I knew it as such without a single doubt.The last rule was to make enumerations so complete, and reviews so comprehensive, that I should be certain of omitting nothing.
The long chains of simple and easy reasonings by means of which geometers are accustomed to reach the conclusions of their most difficult demonstrations, had led me to imagine that all things, to the knowledge of which man is competent, are mutually connected in the same way, and that there is nothing so far removed from us as to be beyond our reach, or so hidden that we cannot discover it, provided only we abstain from accepting the false for the true, and always preserve in our thoughts the order necessary for the deduction of one truth from another.
Each problem that I solved became a rule, which served afterwards to solve other problems.
Je pense, donc je suis.---- I think, therefore i am.....!!!
Another Monotonous day.......
This post is again just to let out my last hurt feelings and frustration.Finally,i am doing great.Just came back to a normal life,spending time with friends, doing what i like,hating the bitches in IIT,damn they literally are.And water polo practice for the much sought after Schroeter has started and has been off late a much relaxing thing for me.Swimming away to glory within the records of IITM.Just broke from a liaison,a terrible one at that, which in the first place i shouldnt have had but the male equivalent of the "bitch" i am,couldn't stop myself at the bait thrown.Things are clear.Acads are wanting me back,doing my assignments, playing to my hearts fill,and ofcourse blogging away to my hearts content.
Semester is predicted with loads of work,assignments,demanding time,energy and everything you can ever give,except that at the end of all this u will be just alive.
Everything is smooth and running for now,hoping it would continue,
signing off---- :)
This post is again just to let out my last hurt feelings and frustration.Finally,i am doing great.Just came back to a normal life,spending time with friends, doing what i like,hating the bitches in IIT,damn they literally are.And water polo practice for the much sought after Schroeter has started and has been off late a much relaxing thing for me.Swimming away to glory within the records of IITM.Just broke from a liaison,a terrible one at that, which in the first place i shouldnt have had but the male equivalent of the "bitch" i am,couldn't stop myself at the bait thrown.Things are clear.Acads are wanting me back,doing my assignments, playing to my hearts fill,and ofcourse blogging away to my hearts content.
Semester is predicted with loads of work,assignments,demanding time,energy and everything you can ever give,except that at the end of all this u will be just alive.
Everything is smooth and running for now,hoping it would continue,
signing off---- :)
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Changed Outlook !!!
Deliberate thinking,desperation,cheating,wooing,flirting,smoking,idling time:all have come to an end now.They are the things of the past.I was as confused as a Biochemical Reaction Kinetic Mechanism taught in my Biochemical Engineering class before, now i see clear lucid pictures of the purpose of this life.I have had my share of ups and downs.The downs wouldn't have actually happened if i would have been a careful,sensible fella,but since i was not ,the downs were rather hard to forget and rude things which happened in my life.
Life is certainly strange and god offers you choices and actually those choices are so clear with consequences.In my case he gave me the opportunity once of making a choice which i miserably failed to utilize and then he cares for me,gives me an another opportunity by which he gets back my life in control and a meaningful state.
This post i write with such happiness, i have never seen.I am happy because i am no longer being the victim of infinite mental torture,but have gained freedom from unnecessary thoughts.I am free,careful,don't give a shit to unconcerned people.
But sadly, there is still a weird weakness lingering behind me.I don't stand people who have crossed my life badly.It kinds becomes a vendetta.I am sure to get back to people for what they did to me,if not now,in the near future.
"As the darkness falls over my sight, my own conscious becomes the dark knight. My obsession will deny you as you are blind in the midst of the night .. You can only overcome your fear, if you become the fear itself."
I am becoming fear,DRACULA,truly the Lord Of Vampires.........
Deliberate thinking,desperation,cheating,wooing,flirting,smoking,idling time:all have come to an end now.They are the things of the past.I was as confused as a Biochemical Reaction Kinetic Mechanism taught in my Biochemical Engineering class before, now i see clear lucid pictures of the purpose of this life.I have had my share of ups and downs.The downs wouldn't have actually happened if i would have been a careful,sensible fella,but since i was not ,the downs were rather hard to forget and rude things which happened in my life.
Life is certainly strange and god offers you choices and actually those choices are so clear with consequences.In my case he gave me the opportunity once of making a choice which i miserably failed to utilize and then he cares for me,gives me an another opportunity by which he gets back my life in control and a meaningful state.
This post i write with such happiness, i have never seen.I am happy because i am no longer being the victim of infinite mental torture,but have gained freedom from unnecessary thoughts.I am free,careful,don't give a shit to unconcerned people.
But sadly, there is still a weird weakness lingering behind me.I don't stand people who have crossed my life badly.It kinds becomes a vendetta.I am sure to get back to people for what they did to me,if not now,in the near future.
"As the darkness falls over my sight, my own conscious becomes the dark knight. My obsession will deny you as you are blind in the midst of the night .. You can only overcome your fear, if you become the fear itself."
I am becoming fear,DRACULA,truly the Lord Of Vampires.........
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